Good luck with that. They know what we are and what we can do. I've gotten looks when I've approached the doors. They don't look at me or interact with me unless they need to.
It's weird, though. I've gone over to Veracity and there's no sign of LIEs. Same thing with Insincerity. They're all on Duplicity's side of the barriers.
[Jon sighs to himself. He knows she's right, and it's frustrating.]
It could just be safer here? A more docile population? Although, maybe they'll rethink it with these people that keep attacking them. Rafa's told me things turned out rather poorly the last time there was such open rebellion.
Rafa's scared. I don't blame him. The things I've heard about that fort sound like a fucking nightmare. I get why he doesn't want it to come to that. I don't want it to, either. But Rafa has time on his hands to make changes happen if we're stuck here. He's immortal. He doesn't have the same kind of perspective normal people do. And sure, they don't have his patience. But things have to change. We can't keep being at the mercy of a system that treats some of us as lesser.
[There have been too many odd things that have happened.]
I do want to help people, but I'm hardly political. And I certainly don't want to get arrested or thrown in one of those centers. I'm not sure what there is to do apart from just help the people I can now I'm a Dominant.
[And while he's inclined to complain and be stubborn and aggressive in many ways, Ava might well have picked up on the fact, at this point, that Jon tends to be fairly passive in terms of accepting miserable living conditions and circumstances for himself, whatever they might be.]
[ Depends on one's definition of control group, she guesses. ]
That's your choice, Jon. I'm not pushing you to do anything one way or another. It's good that you want to help people by being a Dominant and utilizing what you can.
[He'd really like it if she told him what to do, though? If someone would. Christ, he's fairly certain he never used to be quite this directionless. But when he's not hunting Statements or reading them? It's just... hard to make decisions about what to do. At least about anything big picture.
[ Some time passes, thoughtful, as she ruminates on the question. ]
The truth is, I don't know what I'd do. Probably not good things.
[ Killing more, probably. Being able to own property to work on her spells, maybe taking on a contract partner but never being near them. Isolating. Hawke taking her in has always been its own blessing because he forced her to have to meet him once a week, if nothing else, just to check in on her. It was a kindness she didn't deserve, honestly, and she wouldn't have done it to others.
Thinking on it, though, she guesses she'd do differently now. ]
I guess I'd contract with people to keep them safe, then let them go when they find someone better. But the problem is that Ghouls are basically...that. They're Subs for vampires. I don't want to be like that, and it'd come really close. So I'd just pick people up and then let them go after 3 months or whatever. They'd never have to see me or touch me, and they could have my apartment.
I guess I'd also just try to undermine LIEs all the time, if it was me. Give money to people. Try to help, fix their problems. But I don't need to be a Dom to do that.
[ That's what she's doing now. ]
But again, that's...me. And I'm also someone who's killed a lot of people and has done some weird shit. I don't expect anyone to do what I'd do.
I could make my office building a designation-neutral space? People aren't allowed to order Submissives around inside? Could that be legal?
[It's technically private property, but he's not sure. There's also the matter of he really shouldn't be trying to attract random, vulnerable people to the Eye's seat of power here. Although, he does want more tenants for the money.]
It's a private building, right? I mean, that'd be nice. But also, there's a creepy Entity thing that's overseeing the building and the people in it. So I'm not sure if that's a great thing??
The Institute is only part of the building. Technically. There is someone who might be a new tenant apart from Mr. Wallace's museum. They do custom embroidery. Hardly sinister.
Is that the guy from the network? And it doesn't matter. You know that the Eye is around anyway. Sure, it's probably not going to take interest in regular people but you know as well as I do that this city is FILLED with abnormal people. Almost every LIEr has suffered some kind of horror from home or here.
No, it's someone native to Duplicity. I thought they might be easier for that reason, honestly. I've been screening potential tenants to make sure they don't have Statements.
[Because he isn't sure he'd be able to let them stay in the building without asking at some point.]
But fine. If you don't think it's a good idea, I won't advertise it that way. I just want to help people. Do... something.
Oh. Well, I think if you're being careful and putting those pieces in place, then I don't see why you can't? I know you want to help people. This can be a good start. I just want to make sure you're okay, and that they are too, you know?
[Of course, she wants to make sure. He can't be trusted. There's some bitterness in that thought, but there's more than a grain of truth to it, as well, which makes him hold his tongue.]
[ He wants so badly to keep himself in check but then he rushes off to do things sometimes. It's the same as someone tossing people into her bedroom and locking the door when she's hungry.
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Date: 2019-09-15 05:46 pm (UTC)They know what we are and what we can do.
I've gotten looks when I've approached the doors.
They don't look at me or interact with me unless they need to.
It's weird, though.
I've gone over to Veracity and there's no sign of LIEs.
Same thing with Insincerity.
They're all on Duplicity's side of the barriers.
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Date: 2019-09-16 01:25 pm (UTC)It could just be safer here?
A more docile population?
Although, maybe they'll rethink it with these people that keep attacking them.
Rafa's told me things turned out rather poorly the last time there was such open rebellion.
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Date: 2019-09-18 02:48 am (UTC)[ Scary fucking thought. Also not likely. ]
Rafa's scared.
I don't blame him.
The things I've heard about that fort sound like a fucking nightmare.
I get why he doesn't want it to come to that.
I don't want it to, either.
But Rafa has time on his hands to make changes happen if we're stuck here.
He's immortal.
He doesn't have the same kind of perspective normal people do.
And sure, they don't have his patience.
But things have to change.
We can't keep being at the mercy of a system that treats some of us as lesser.
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Date: 2019-09-18 04:07 am (UTC)[There have been too many odd things that have happened.]
I do want to help people, but I'm hardly political.
And I certainly don't want to get arrested or thrown in one of those centers.
I'm not sure what there is to do apart from just help the people I can now I'm a Dominant.
[And while he's inclined to complain and be stubborn and aggressive in many ways, Ava might well have picked up on the fact, at this point, that Jon tends to be fairly passive in terms of accepting miserable living conditions and circumstances for himself, whatever they might be.]
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Date: 2019-09-18 02:55 pm (UTC)[ Depends on one's definition of control group, she guesses. ]
That's your choice, Jon.
I'm not pushing you to do anything one way or another.
It's good that you want to help people by being a Dominant and utilizing what you can.
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Date: 2019-09-18 05:33 pm (UTC)Maybe he's too focused on the details.]
What would you do if you were a Dominant?
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Date: 2019-09-18 06:36 pm (UTC)The truth is, I don't know what I'd do.
Probably not good things.
[ Killing more, probably. Being able to own property to work on her spells, maybe taking on a contract partner but never being near them. Isolating. Hawke taking her in has always been its own blessing because he forced her to have to meet him once a week, if nothing else, just to check in on her. It was a kindness she didn't deserve, honestly, and she wouldn't have done it to others.
Thinking on it, though, she guesses she'd do differently now. ]
I guess I'd contract with people to keep them safe, then let them go when they find someone better.
But the problem is that Ghouls are basically...that.
They're Subs for vampires.
I don't want to be like that, and it'd come really close.
So I'd just pick people up and then let them go after 3 months or whatever.
They'd never have to see me or touch me, and they could have my apartment.
I guess I'd also just try to undermine LIEs all the time, if it was me.
Give money to people.
Try to help, fix their problems.
But I don't need to be a Dom to do that.
[ That's what she's doing now. ]
But again, that's...me.
And I'm also someone who's killed a lot of people and has done some weird shit.
I don't expect anyone to do what I'd do.
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Date: 2019-09-18 08:48 pm (UTC)I could make my office building a designation-neutral space?
People aren't allowed to order Submissives around inside?
Could that be legal?
[It's technically private property, but he's not sure. There's also the matter of he really shouldn't be trying to attract random, vulnerable people to the Eye's seat of power here. Although, he does want more tenants for the money.]
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Date: 2019-09-19 12:01 am (UTC)I mean, that'd be nice.
But also, there's a creepy Entity thing that's overseeing the building and the people in it.
So I'm not sure if that's a great thing??
[ Just saying...... ]
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Date: 2019-09-19 03:30 am (UTC)The Institute is only part of the building.
Technically.
There is someone who might be a new tenant apart from Mr. Wallace's museum.
They do custom embroidery.
Hardly sinister.
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Date: 2019-09-21 02:08 am (UTC)And it doesn't matter.
You know that the Eye is around anyway.
Sure, it's probably not going to take interest in regular people but you know as well as I do that this city is FILLED with abnormal people.
Almost every LIEr has suffered some kind of horror from home or here.
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Date: 2019-09-21 02:58 am (UTC)I thought they might be easier for that reason, honestly.
I've been screening potential tenants to make sure they don't have Statements.
[Because he isn't sure he'd be able to let them stay in the building without asking at some point.]
But fine.
If you don't think it's a good idea, I won't advertise it that way.
I just want to help people.
Do... something.
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Date: 2019-09-21 03:07 am (UTC)Well, I think if you're being careful and putting those pieces in place, then I don't see why you can't?
I know you want to help people.
This can be a good start.
I just want to make sure you're okay, and that they are too, you know?
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Date: 2019-09-21 03:13 am (UTC)[Of course, she wants to make sure. He can't be trusted. There's some bitterness in that thought, but there's more than a grain of truth to it, as well, which makes him hold his tongue.]
I should be off.
I need to make dinner.
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Date: 2019-09-21 03:16 am (UTC)[ He wants so badly to keep himself in check but then he rushes off to do things sometimes. It's the same as someone tossing people into her bedroom and locking the door when she's hungry.
She sighs. ]
Yeah.
I'll talk to you soon.
Take care.