I think you should do what you honestly believe is best for you, Ava. As you said, this isn't about me. I'll manage, either way. We all make choices. I want you to be certain of the one you're making. Knowing what you know. There is some protection the Eye offers. Critical knowledge or insight it could grant you in a moment of need. And yes, you'd stop having the nightmares. Yours aren't the only ones I visit whenever I fall asleep. That's my circuit. What everyone is experiencing right now? Walking through each others' dreams? That's just what I do.
[ She doesn't have anything to say to the rest of it. She doesn't know what's best for her. She doesn't even know what she's going to do with herself. There's no clear-cut answer...but it was never on Jon to give that to her in the first place.
The next reply is long in coming. But eventually, she sends a message. ]
I'll think about it. Text me if you need me. I'll still go with you to Insincerity if you want. But we'll just try this for now.
[His chest and throat tighten. He's losing her. He's going to lose her to good sense and better people. Better choices. That shouldn't hurt as much as it does.]
You, too, Ava. I'll let you know if I decide to head over there. It might take me a while with these files.
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As you said, this isn't about me.
I'll manage, either way.
We all make choices.
I want you to be certain of the one you're making.
Knowing what you know.
There is some protection the Eye offers.
Critical knowledge or insight it could grant you in a moment of need.
And yes, you'd stop having the nightmares.
Yours aren't the only ones I visit whenever I fall asleep.
That's my circuit.
What everyone is experiencing right now?
Walking through each others' dreams?
That's just what I do.
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[ She doesn't have anything to say to the rest of it. She doesn't know what's best for her. She doesn't even know what she's going to do with herself. There's no clear-cut answer...but it was never on Jon to give that to her in the first place.
The next reply is long in coming. But eventually, she sends a message. ]
I'll think about it.
Text me if you need me.
I'll still go with you to Insincerity if you want.
But we'll just try this for now.
I'm sorry.
Please take care, Jon.
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You, too, Ava.
I'll let you know if I decide to head over there.
It might take me a while with these files.