[ Christ, she really doesn't want to get into this. Jon's rationalizing and just putting himself down with it, rather than backing off and dealing in half-measures. It's either black or white - everything's on fire or everything's fine.
She just sighs. ]
Yeah, it's bad. Plenty of shit is bad, Jon. That's why I compared you to a fledgling vampire. You're not going slowly or carefully when you feed. It's dangerous. But it also doesn't sound like it's entirely your fault. And it's not like the Beholding left you a manual. You probably sleep so you can see those nightmares. That's probably the point.
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She just sighs. ]
Yeah, it's bad.
Plenty of shit is bad, Jon.
That's why I compared you to a fledgling vampire.
You're not going slowly or carefully when you feed.
It's dangerous.
But it also doesn't sound like it's entirely your fault.
And it's not like the Beholding left you a manual.
You probably sleep so you can see those nightmares.
That's probably the point.