[He doesn't have much of a defense to her concern, but trying to find the balance between pushing her away enough not to be influencing her and keeping her close enough to show that he doesn't just want to discard her is difficult. It's tiring trying to sort it out. It was easier when he didn't have to worry this much about the Eye taking an interest in her. He does extremes far better than he does sorting out the middle of the road.]
Oh, god.
[Jon knows he couldn't have it anyway, but he looks down at the board with intense suspicion. At least the drinks seem to be all right? He's not feeling anything just yet, not even much of an effect from the alcohol.]
That can't be it. I felt... there has to be more to it. There's something else wrong here.
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Date: 2019-09-02 07:34 pm (UTC)Oh, god.
[Jon knows he couldn't have it anyway, but he looks down at the board with intense suspicion. At least the drinks seem to be all right? He's not feeling anything just yet, not even much of an effect from the alcohol.]
That can't be it. I felt... there has to be more to it. There's something else wrong here.
[Or the Beholding is trolling him.]