Because you don't fucking listen, Jon. You never fucking listen to anyone else. You run ahead and do stupid shit because you don't consider that maybe, maybe, there's a better way than you charging headlong into danger.
[ That's not fair. It really isn't fair of her to say it because Jon isn't just baring his heart to her, processing his pain and trauma, but he's grieving the loss of his friends again, and she's cutting straight through it like a hot knife to butter. And she seems to realize that too, even if something's stuck in her throat and telling her that Jon deserves to see how he's fucked everything up for people--
She exhales raggedly, like a hiss, and tries to control herself. ]
Elias is a monster. [ That's easier to focus on than trying to assure Jon that everything is okay or that he tried. ] He deserves to fucking die-- And all he's ever done is cause pain for you and your assistants and friends, Jon. And he's going to keep doing it.
You... You-- [ Fuck, she's so angry. It's always about the people he's hurt back home, he never fucking thinks-- ] You walked the line he set for you. Willingly or not. But he set the line there, Jon. Not you.
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Date: 2019-12-05 06:48 pm (UTC)[ That's not fair. It really isn't fair of her to say it because Jon isn't just baring his heart to her, processing his pain and trauma, but he's grieving the loss of his friends again, and she's cutting straight through it like a hot knife to butter. And she seems to realize that too, even if something's stuck in her throat and telling her that Jon deserves to see how he's fucked everything up for people--
She exhales raggedly, like a hiss, and tries to control herself. ]
Elias is a monster. [ That's easier to focus on than trying to assure Jon that everything is okay or that he tried. ] He deserves to fucking die-- And all he's ever done is cause pain for you and your assistants and friends, Jon. And he's going to keep doing it.
You... You-- [ Fuck, she's so angry. It's always about the people he's hurt back home, he never fucking thinks-- ] You walked the line he set for you. Willingly or not. But he set the line there, Jon. Not you.